Jesus did something holiday

What a blessing it is to walk up the morning. Pour the first cup of coffee and sit outside to smoke. Come back inside and play music and pour another round of coffee before another round of herbs. Celebrate sunlight in the kitchen or be fine if there isn’t. When I was seven I thought adults were weird for deciding to walk from the kitchen to the bedroom when they could run. The people outside are well dressed for the rain but they have long forgotten what happiness is. No, in fact there is so much joy in them. They are all extraordinarily happy.  My enemies have won all the battles I fought alone. There is no reason to be outside today and there are absolutely all the reasons in the world to be outside today. Watch me as I fly away. No more good times and no more bad times. Memories will dance around until they dissolve into something else when they want to and how they want to. Because they belong to the spirit or they belong to the master jester or they belong to no one.